I Miss My Brother's

From day one, without knowing it, I loved you with all my heart. As I grew older I looked up to you and to no other. Yes, we fought many of times but you supported, and encouraged me in everything I did. You were my best friend and my hero. At night I miss the sound of your music, I miss your comfort and the way you made me feel safe. I miss our nonsense arguments and all our wrestling matches just to pass time. I like to remember our times together good times and the bad. I regret the times I yelled at you when you were only trying to help, but you know I only did it because you did it to me. I wanted to do everything you did, because I wanted to JUST like you! I miss your smile, and I miss the way our room smelt of your cologne. But most of all I miss your reassuring hugs and playful kisses. I wish I could go back and tell you how I felt, tell you that I really need you no matter what I said. I kept your favorite sweater and wear it every time I miss you like I did when I was little. I will always love you no matter how long its been, since the day your life came to an end. I miss my big brother.